((((((((((purplesecrets)))))))))))

I'm going to touch on one thing first - if you're not currently comfortable with your T touching you I hope you tell them that. It shouldn't be something you just have to accept - it is your decision.

I really am sorry you're having a hard time - I hope tomorrow is better for you and just take it one day at a time to make it through Christmas - it's going to be a tough time for me this year too.

Take care of yourself because you really are important.