(((((((((pamelasu))))))))))))
T's cancelling appointments always seems to really suck, eh?

I don't know (maybe you said this in another post) but did she tell you why the appointment was cancelled, and can you rebook or get another appointment with her soon - or did she give you a number or tell you to go to someone else when she couldn't see you?
So very sorry you're not having a good time right now - and even more sorry that your support in real life isn't there right now when you need it. Please take care of yourself and I hope you're able to see her soon.