Today I have an appointment with my t. Sinse the sound episode I find many of us not wanting to go. Today we are going to talk about past and present. Many of us do not have a sense of past. We seem to be missing that. When our t says past as opposed to present we have no idea what she is talking about. I try to find it in my brain but it isn't there. Nothing feels like it is in the past. When I remember something good from my childhood it is visual. Like us at the park. It is like looking at a photograph. There is no sense of time. I think I have to learn what past feels like.