I grew up ina very unstable home.I also grew up loving my father very much until my image of him was shattered after i saw the real him.He was a acoholic and wife/daugther beater. I had a older sister who he beat and never laid a hand on me.Now i'm 16 and in school.I like guys but my fear of rejection and fear of them hurting me, holds me back .In my mind and i know i'm wrong thinking this but i think that they will grow up to be my dad.I'm just scared to open up to some one and afarid that they will hurt me...i have closed my heart nad even when i say i love u to my family members in my heart i know i don't mean it...i have tried to get over this fear but i can't i was hoping for some advice..anything that unfrezze my icy heart.
thank you very much
LadyWyndh