there is always gold at the end of the rainbow(zz).

You are not alone, we all know how you feel,, as it has happened to many of us, and i will say it again...you are very brave for doing what you have done. to see that you are dealing with this now on PC two sessions into therapy is a very good sign, and you must have a very good PDOC. these things can take months and months, even years into therapy to surface, but you are dealing with it now, allbeit many years after it happened, but the fact is you are standing up to it, and taking it on, which i can only offer a bravery award to. well done rainbowzz.

take care

simon