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Old Aug 26, 2013, 05:41 PM
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TRIGGER WARNING.
I'M IN A CONSTANT STATE OF GETTING CUT
SO WHY CAN'T I FEEL ANYTHING
THIS IS A VIOLATION.
those are lyrics but they're so accurate it's right now
an endless night
all i want to do
is
slice my skin open
and
i have to make myself hurt or feel sad
i feel like im not real
i have a pencil sharpener. i can get the blade out
but i got it out before and i put it back in because it wasnt that sharp
but i have to
see myself bleed and i wish i had the razor blades that i put it the bin
my scars are leaving me but when theyre gone my skin still wont be clean
i have to cut
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"i wash it down, just to block out all the sound. i never thought i'd be alone, well look at me now. sleepless nights, painful goodbyes. who the hell was i kidding? the room starts to spin, all alone and bleeding once again. can you help me make this end? there must be something to take the pain away and so there's nothing you can give me. it's probably better off that way. just forget, all i ever wanted was to forget. bloodshot eyes and a starless sky. who the hell are we kidding? you look so content, i guess the bright side hasn't found me yet. pull me out so i can catch my breath. i live my life in the shadows of the things i try to hide."
-scary kids scaring kids, the only medicine
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