When I was in my early twenties I desired to be in a relationship immensely and ended up marrying a guy that I had some doubts about because I didn't want to be alone. Seven years later we divorced, I met another guy and we lived together for seven years. Now that I am middle aged I want casual friends to do activities with but no longer want an exclusive "romantic" relationship. Maybe someday I will change my mind if I meet someone special but I am quite happy with my single status now.