(I do not identify as male or female on this website; so my only ask is to use "they" as my pronouns to keep my anonymity)

I do not know what I believe in. I am not religious. I believe our atoms are released upon our death, and what happens after that I am not sure of. All I know is that I will miss him every day of my life. Maybe I'll catch a glimpse of him. Or he'll just come to my dreams more often.

I just miss him so much that it nearly feels like it could be an impossibility.