I have affirmation cards all over my wall, I try to say them, I try goals, but I have my kids every other week, when they leave to go to their dads I just don't feel like I have a reason to get out of bed. When their at school, I just want to sleep, im very lonely !!!!!!!!!!!! I am completely miserable, tried finding volunteer stuff, set goals of things to do, wrote do lists, organized my house, now I just don't care