I'm right there with u in a sense. Right now I'm awaiting the hearing decision
They have 30 more days to let me know. I am past the point of hopeless. The kind of broke where toilet paper is a luxury. Someone asked me what i wanted for my bday. I said tp, pads, laundry soap and shampoo. They looked at me like i was crazy but i was completely serious. I don't know what i will do if they deny me. I have a pysical disabilty as well as mental. They agree to all my disabilities. but since the drs didn't document that i have to keep my leg elivated several hrs a day they aren't. sure even though every er doc and there have been many and every other I've seen all say the same. How not one of them charted it i will never understand. But anyway sorry for rambling. I just want you to know ur not alone. I know the struggle of being so broke can hurt so bad and it seems no one gets but i hope better is coming for you soon.