Barely surviving. Have food stamps for food but that's it. waiting for disability decision after hearing. I've sold everything i have worth selling. I eat off a hot plate and a toaster oven to avoid a gas bill. I can't even afford toilet paper and laundry soap
It is so pasy degrading. My birthday is friday and when asked what i wanted i said household stuff like tp laundry soap pads etc
pathetic. I'm turning 39 and my life is in shambles. I am not materialistic
I don't need things but when you get to the point where you can't afford to wipe your *** its a bit overwhelming
I'm afraid of myself if i get denied again. I can't possibly. work and i can not do this anymore.