I don't like being single, I want someone to love me as much as I love them. But there is so much that I have to give myself to make it work, and I can't handle it.

I'm in a situation with my ex now where we talk to each other a couple of hours every night for company without the "label".

I'm alright with that for now, but I will want more in the future. I just don't want to try with anyone else. I'm weird I know :/