I agree with everything feralkitty said above. It sounds very questionable to me.

On the other hand, I can see that you have some emotional attachment to him, and that's normal given your circumstance. I'm sorry you are in this situation. I would start thinking about what would help you make it easier to terminate. Would it help you to line up another therapist so that as soon as you terminate, you have someone to process it all with and there is no gap where you are trying to find another one?