Im totally freaking out here i didnt know where to post this i just knew i needed to post and rant and get something out. Im totally losing my mind and im scared. I was so full of bad energy and on edge last night i ended up going for a walk on the street at 11pm last night. Because it was dark i ended up freaking out thinking someone was going to kill me and running up and down frefreaking the neighbours out. I got inside and it took me a while to calm down the paranoia. I just wanted sleep, id been pacing up and down all day not being able to stop moving and all i wanted to do was calm down and sleep. It took every ounce of me not to SI i didnt know what else to do. So i took a handful of painkillers instead and i feel so rough this morning, im so ill. Im still hyped up this morning and im scared, ive just had an itch in my arm and had to get some scissors and cut it out it was driving me insane. I have my little girl to look after this morning and i cant keep doing this to us both. Im sorry i posted i just didnt know what else to do