Thanks for sharing your story.

I keep going through phases of thinking there is nothing wrong with me and I dont need meds, I havent stopped taking them but your post has reminded me of what I would be going back to.

Hopefully if you do decide to go back on meds that you can find a good pdoc and a nice med combo that works for you. Im on Zeldox and lost nearly all of the seroquel weight (still not at premed weight but I am happy with it). Goodluck with what ever happens.