I can't confide in a therapist because they'll throw me in the hospital. But i'm so **** up man. I can't keep thinking these things.

Questioning thinking about death and suicide...

My campus has a police station and i'm just thinking that she'd have police outside the office waiting... I don't feel like I can do my schoolwork in the hospital and I need to do well.

I just keep thinking about self harm and i found both my knives... gonna pick up all my pills tomorrow and i'm just thinking about taking every pill in this **** house.

we all know overdoses don't work but man I just need to do SOMETHING. I can't go on like this.