Haven't cut in forever (2+ years), a few slip up's with selfmedicating/over medicating but that's it.

I keep thinking about it and i found my two knives. I know logically I shouldn't cut but i dont' know how long i can fight the urge to anyway. I don't mean to sound creepy but the knives are really like an old friend.

I just can't hide the cuts. For long anyways. What am I supposed to do?