I know what you mean. I have a soulmate. But if he chained himself to crack, he would have a problem I can't be part of. I couldn't do anything about it. I couldn't have it in my life, either.

Turn your mind outward to what you can do for yourself.

I recently had to cut off my sister from contacting me. Even that was hard. I told her not to email me and then made it impossible to see emails from her. They get deleted off the server. She is just toxic in my life. I don't even like her, but she's my sister, so I kept the lines open. Even so it was hard to cut off. I can see it's very tough what you're going through.

We do need to make progress and move forward, or our problems will engulf us and sink our lives!