I'm trying. After my session yesterday with my therapist, I made a promise to myself and God that I would try to eat. I made out today's menu yesterday and so far I've managed to stick to it. It's not a lot, but my stomach will only take a little bit at a time. I just have to do this. I do not want to die. I have to gain weight or I'll be hospitalized and I sure don't want that. I'm starting on DBT this week. I feel like it's kind of the last chance for me to have any kind of "normal" life. I sure hope that I can really work with it and get better.