(((((((((Rio)))))))))))

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But I would mind, because I hate that I feel the need to do it. I shouldn't.

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Please don't "should" yourself. It is always hard to give up anything we're accustomed to, especially when it's a coping mechanism, bad one or not.

You're not letting anyone down by trying, I promise you. People understand that it is REALLY HARD to quit, even for a while. You're trying, and that is all anyone is asking for - don't be so hard on yourself please.

If you don't have the strength right now, lean on your friends and we'll try to help you get through it - and if you fail now, it is not the end of the world - you just keep trying. Very few people can quit something the first time they try - takes a lot of hard work.

You are not stupid, useless, or weak - you are human. You are very much cared about here.

Take care of yourself and PM me anytime okay?