i am 18 years old.. and i am lonely. i have alot of friends sure but i have never been in a relationship before. i never had a boyfriend or someone i could call mine. i really want to feel loved, i want to feel that there is someone who really cares about me. i have only liked tried with 2 guys and both of them turned really bad. glad it never lasted long and i only saw him once barely. so yeah people say that i look good. why can't i have a boyfriend? my social circle is wide but the thing is there is no guys in it.. or maybe just a couple. i don't what to do to find someone good specially that i have some things i can't tolerate. i want someone who is worth my heart. i am just really lonely and now i am depressed because of it. maybe the problem is with me.. maybe i don't deserve love..