Hi Rayvon....If you're in a place where you're feeling really bad (for any reason) there are always wonderful, caring people to talk to at the Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Some people don't realize this, but you do not necessarily have to be suicidal to call them....you could just be very lonely, or in distress, or as you say feeling "lost". Not only are there kind, trained people to talk to, but they are also able to guide you to resources in your area if that's what you want. (No pressure.) Just a thought Hope you feel better soon ~whimsy ps....Here's the link Lifeline