Hey Guys,

I decided yesterday I'll give it a month and then make a decision. In the next month I have a couple things going for work and some stuff going for relationships. If everything goes bust then I think that it's pointless to continue. If it works out then I will move onto another chapter in my life. It's weird to put a deadline on meaning but I think that trying to get analytical with my life is the best option. I'm not sure if any of you ever thought about it like that but that's how I feel. I don't think I can keep turning to medication to try and be emotionally stable. It's just not right.

I hope you guys are doing better.