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Originally Posted by tealBumblebee
Have you thought about going out to maybe a bar, or a movie, or taking yourself out to eat at a restaurant? I also find that when I'm extremely down and no one is available but I need connection, I contact a distant "friend", someone I don't talk to a lot. It has proven really helpful because you're distracted and you get to do something different. Hope it helps.  |
Right so...last week I made calls to people to try to make plans and keep busy. That didn't work--people have obligations and I get that. I list my job in June...so keeping busy is a joke. This also hasn't helped my situation. I've lost a lot of people whom I thought I could rely on. Rhonda are spinning out of control. I'm just afraid of where they will end up. Some how I see my self in the hospital...oneway or another. I went for a walk with a friend and her kids yesterday, before that I hadn't left the house for 3 days.
The world has become too overwhelming.
I'm pretty pathetic!