((((((((((Jo)))))))))
I understand how you feel....acknowledging the feelings helps though. Personally I think you are a great person....full of wisdom, kindness and a gentle spirit. I don't feel that anyone deserves to be alone when they have so much to offer. I also don't think that anyone could be tired of you. You are definitely worthy in my book....worthless does not come into the picture at all. Please remember that.
I am going through a lot of these same feelings myself lately....I wish I had words of advice for you but the only thing I can think of is to talk it over with your therapist and us here. We think so much of you. Don't let anyone make you feel that you are not worthy hun. Surround yourself with those that do love and care for you.

Heather