So I can't stop thinking about sex... at all and i'm about to go pick up some random stranger at this point. My mind is racing and all I can do is sit here thinking....

I've got all this money comin in next month and this guy up north a bit wants me to come visit, maybe live with him....he's wanted me to come see him forever because we've known each other for like 9 years

We could take that money and make it for a bit i think... is this just a bipolar thing? running off with a bunch of money to go have sex with some guy?