Zbmom,

First of all, I'm sorry for your loss. There's nothing more heart wrenching than the loss of a loved one. I hope that you find a sympathetic dr who will help you. Get your rest. In time your body will heal and so will your broken heart.

Keep reaching out, enjoy your son and if you are a woman of faith, pray. I look forward to the day when death, tears and mourning will be a thing of the past. (Rev 21:4)