hi onlymedid,

sorry you are so stressed. i hope you don't drink. i know it's hard, i've been sober 11yrs. i have to stay sober in order to help my littles. it's hard but not impossible. i wanted you to know it can be done, and i'm here if you need me.

one of the things i'd like to do, is to start a support system for recovering alcoholics / addicts that struggle with d.i.d. i see it time and time again. there are so many of us that struggle with both. i know there got to be a connection. we self-destruct. but d--n it, it i'm not going to get this far, just to give up. i'm not going to let thoughs s.o.b.s win. it's a mirical any of us made it out alive! don't give up now

benny