I'm not even sure how to describe this one. But since I've started on the wellbutrin/therapy a few months back, I can tell a noticeable difference in how I feel lately. It's so weird to actually feel 'good' sometimes. I haven't had a panic attack since that last one I had here on the board about a misdiagnosis (which was an error anyway). And I'm really scared of the crash. Every time before now, I can feel good for a little while and inevitably something will come crash my world back down. I want to think this time is different. And it is in a big way because I've never done anything concrete to help myself before. And while for awhile, it felt like I was pretending, making myself think I was doing better. But I really am right now, I can see it and close friends have commented. So while I really like being ok, I'm scared about a possible crash.

Anyone know this feeling? Does the crash always come? Or maybe I really am (finally!!!) doing something right for myself? I dunno, I'm probably worrying about nothing but it does worry me some.