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Originally Posted by medicalfox
Whenever I talk about my problems most people ignore what I'm saying. They look at what I typed, but don't reply back and I feel horrid since I probably worded what I said awkwardly because of my dumb autism. If people don't want to talk to me what's a healthy habit to start? I get so frustrated that I usually take it out on objects or myself since I feel that I'm stupid and worthless since I can't connect with people and help myself. I'm suppose to do DBT, but I don't have the money for it. I don't think anyone will respond to this, so I suppose this is a rant. I'm just really frustrated with my emotions and thoughts.
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Funny, I often feel the same way. I think we may have a similar "problem" inasmuch as we both work so hard at accurately communicating what we're struggling with and speculating about our own proposed theories (here's a case in point) that maybe some would-be posters feel we have it together way more than we really do. I've always been one to pull punches and backpedal on my emotions, so other people don't generally get that when I say I'm feeling rather uncomfortably warm, maybe I really should be yelling "Fire!"
That being said, I would never resort to over-dramatics to get the attention I really do crave. I didn't come here to trigger or be triggered; I came here to try to meet people with similar struggles who are genuinely striving to live well despite their illness. As that very kind of person yourself, feel free to PM me anytime.
