I've read your posts, and didn't respond. For this I apologize. I have not been in a very good frame of mind for almost 3 weeks now, and only responded to the bp heriditary thread, bpd/bp thread and medication thread bcoz I'm an odd ball and have no bp family, having a bpd melt down for days now and traumatized all over again by what lithium stole from me...
I really am sorry I contributed to making you feel like this, I will try to be more engaging with everyone. Being ignored is a huge bpd trigger for me and I should be mindful that others may struggle with it too