things have been doing a lot better for me in some respects and in others I am still struggling with very basic life skills. I am being a lil forgetful of my diary cards as of lately and I am not doing a supper great job of keeping up with eating as often as I know I should or taking my meds. I really get down on my self when I get like this cause I know that this is important and that I should not neglect this.

and its truly not like I am aiming to it simply slips my mind a lil too often at points.

other then that my life feels really good rigbht now i am meeting new people as far as my dating life people that I seem to really mesh with and that truly seem to get me.

I still have a really hard time convincing myself of my fears of abandonment and I am still searching for employment yet again but I am trying to keep my chin up and not let depression drag me down despite the hard times I am deal with.