Thanks for replying to my topic.

No, I have always been someone who tried to avoid risk if possible, I like things stable and certain.

When I made friends at University last year, many said that I was a very honest person from the start. Opening up like that to friends is easy for me because I know how guys 'work', it's easy for me to trust them.

The fact that I never had close female friends in my life makes it difficult for me to trust them as much. How would I know a girl would understand me instead of ridicule me?

The girls I met on University don't have that problem with me though, 2 trusted me enough to talk about their deeper insecurities (like SAD).