I have taked to my grandmother. She doesn't seem to mind if I stay with her. Her house is already like a second house to me right now anyway but I'm not sure if I'm just ready to move. I never moved in my life so it would be very hard and different to do so. Last night my mom was mad at me for going over to my grandmothers house and telling her what is going on. Now I feel like I can't go talk to my grandmother because every time I do my mom gets mad and doesn't want my grandmother to know what's going on.
Moving in with my dad would be very hard. I'm not sure if I can do that. Ever since my parents got a divorced he has been struggling a lot with depression. He has been in and out of hospitals and everything. I just don't think I can live being around someone who is so sad but I do still see him.
I feel like I have no one to turn to. My mom is telling me she doesn't want me telling my grandmother what's going on and her boyfriend is telling me I can't go see my therapist anymore. I have to hide this whole thing from my dads side of the family. My dad doesn't even know her boyfriend is living with me and I think if he knew that then I wouldn't be able to live with my mom anymore. I just really don't know what to do.