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Feelings of emptiness/numbness I think are going to be very personal, specific to you and your psychology. It can be a symptom of depression, but you say you don't suffer from this. Definitely something to explore.
You have a lot going on and it sounds like it's necessarily pretty confusing. Do you have a therapist with whom you can talk to about things? Do you have an appointment with a pdoc, so you can parse out what's going on diagnosis-wise? We can't diagnose you here, but it sounds like you need support and help --hope you reach out (and continue to do so here) so you can start on the road to recovery! Best of luck.
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