well I hope that you are able to connect with a pdoc soon. it does not sound like you are paranoid without a reason as people have been in your accounts and have been validly talking about you. you don't say whether you have many friends but perhaps you could invite some of these girls to get together socially with a group of your friends and that would take some of the pressure off. keep posting here. we have the depression forum. perhaps that could help. take care.