Thanks all for the encouragement. I feel better today. Actually last night after my kids went to bed I had a couple beers and it seemed to snap me out of the negative thought patterns, which are many times delusional. But then I realize what a d*ck I was the whole day and I feel horrible.

We gave our daughter another enema this morning and did it right. But, good God that amount should NOT come out of a 2-yr old!