I know no one can really help me, but I'm sliding bad today. I feel extremely lonely and paranoid and this begins to lead to irrational thoughts. I'm not trying to complain...I hate complaining. I don't know what I'm doing here. I just want it to stop. I got almost no sleep last night and I'm stuck in front of the computer listening to sound snippets all day. I'm basically ignored at home and I'm too brain dead to do anything productive but I'm in front of the computer wishing to have something to do or someone to talk to. Just complaining....sigh. Sorry....