Yes I've had the same experiences before as well, seeing myself from a 3rd person's perspective who was hovering above me, it was like my soul died and was looking down on me. There are literally huge holes in my memory for extended periods of time and I've been told that I have done things that I don't remember doing, I've met quite a lot of people that said they remember meeting me but I don't remember them at all. I think some of the memories are better off forgotten. Researchers have found that child abuse/neglect causes physiological brain damage to victims. 
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