Love life sometimes. Tired but not sleeping. Hungry but not eating. Nothing bad happened but I feel like crap. I just want all these feelings to go, there is no logic. Too much in my head. Too many feelings. Too much I can't control. I get mad at myself for how I answer peoples questions, for the things I say. Why'd I say that? Why can't I just be all happy perky? I am not in the in crowd. I don't do anything good enough. No one can depend on me. I hate lots but not really. So much in my head. Even as I type I am sure I will wish I never thought this all aloud. But all is good. How can I feel so crappy and yet nothing is really wrong?