I often feel this way too. I am 33 and having to start over all over again. Have to look for a new job because I failed at the last one I was at, forcing me to quit. So here we go again.

But, I have to keep moving on, hoping that next time I will be able to move on and find something better that will stick.

I agree slow and steady wins the race, just pick up and keep going.

Congratulations on being clean for three days, that's really an accomplishment!