I know they probably do care. Maybe it's just that they don't understand what I'm feeling right now. Which I understand, but when my parents seem disappointed that I can't go to school because of one of my depression episodes, it hurts. I have tried to explain it to them as best as I can but I think it confused them more. They just think I have a hormonal imbalance. Which it could be but I doubt I should have been dealing with it for years now. I don't know how to let them know I don't want attention or anything or that it isn't fake. It irritates that I'm feeling so over sensitive right now.
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