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Old Aug 29, 2013, 08:17 AM
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Originally Posted by Sojourn View Post
Hi k12573n,

I'm sorry to hear about the difficulties you have had with your relationships thus far. It sounds like a very perplexing phenomenon indeed. It is disheartening to hear you are feeling lonely and lost. I can't say I have had this same experience but I know what depression feels like and that can cause people to push others away...
Thank you so much for your advice. When I was in the throes of my last major depression, I tried desperately to find a therapist but my insurance is very limiting on who I can see. I did manage to find one therapist with a sliding income-based fee scale but I neglected to show up at the appointment because I was ashamed of myself at the time. I think I will try to set another appointment with the same woman I did before, that may help.

I hadn't really considered the points you brought up but I think they will really help me work through whatever this mental blockage is that's keeping me from getting close to people, men in particular.

Thank you so much, I very much appreciate it.
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