Masturbation isn't a sin but a 'necessary evil' in Islam. Islam recognizes the human need for sexual relief and thus masturbation is seen as a solution so that men won't commit adultery or rape etc.
Furthermore, you have lived a very sheltered life and should re-evaluate things to make your life and Islam fit together.
I'm Muslim too and read parts of the Holy Book and have decided what I would prioritize in my life based on the book and it's context.
Understand that Islam is (at least in my eyes) a personal religion, not one ruled by any institution.
As a result I decided to commit the sin of penetration before marriage.
Allah is merciful and while I won't know how He'll judge of me, I do know that honesty about your own wrongs is highly valued.
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