Doing my best to avoid a full and complete borderline melt down. I would like to say some things to some folks at work, but instead of it being "this is just how I feel" I would end up tearing some folks heads off and they certainly haven't done anything to deserve that. I have thought of sending a carefully worded e-mail, but that just seems like cowardice. I ought to be able to face these folks and say what I need to say without going nuts. Thirty more minutes here and I'll be off for 4 days. God give me strength!!!