Well! I have been getting a lot of sleep the last two nights as I've actually been in my head - and that is helping tremendously.

The depression is obviously still kicking around, but it feels milder because I'm not in a stressful environment, so I will take it!

I finally had a shower this morning.. as it's Thursday morning... I was too tired all day Wednesday, and I was too tired on Tuesday after I arrived in town. I did not have one on Monday because it was when I was leaving... and Sunday I was busy.. so I had had one Saturday night. Oh goodness that's disgusting! But for Tuesday and Wednesday my hair stayed in the same ponytail that it had been in since I left the city on Monday. Wow. That's just harsh, even for me! It hadn't noticed it was THAT long. No wonder I felt like a greaseball.

Yesterday I did get all my clothes hung up (go go blocking my bedroom door with them, that WAS in fact a motivator!). I just need to tidy up everything else.

To be fair, I've spent a good chunk of the last two days in my classroom organizing IT. So... cleaning up in two places whilst exhausted and depressed?? That is a wee bit too much for me to handle and my afternoons/evenings have been spent doing sweet f*** all.