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Originally Posted by likewater
Hi, Brosci. Pdocs can be difficult to get a hold of. Maybe you could ask them to leave you a message with the best time and day to get ahold of them? As for romantic relationships , can you do any group activities at school pertaining to interests that you enjoy? That could help you feel less self- conscious and make friends and maybe lead to a girlfriend. I'm sorry to hear someone invaded your privacy. I don't even understand why individuals would do that. Don't they have enough problems of their own without having to pry into other people's lives? Or maybe we should feel a little sorry for these snoops. They must lead incredibly small, unimaginative and boring lives and the only way they can find a glimmer of authenticity is by hacking into someone else's life. Sending you hugs.  May angels surround you. |
I've made a few friends and had a descent time in class. I've had a descent time better then highschool but i'm bored at night. Theres like 2 girls on my dorm floor i'm interested in but that's about it and also some more on the other floors. Theres a big lounge on the floor so I see them barely had any convos with them. I thought one was interested around me but I feel confused.I've said a few sentences to one and she felt cold but I think I was just overthinking. It's like I'm to shy to say hi the first two days and it's like the only person on the floor I won't talk to is her. It's akward.One of my biggest advantages has been my looks the last few years so I always get more oppurtunities I just am really akward and depressed. I notice she flirts with other guys in front of me. I spent like a hour sitting in the lounge watching her talk to some guy and stuff in front of me. I stale faced her though. It's like I just always feel emotionless so even though I was mad i didn't show it and just sat there and listened to music. I don't know if this is cheesy but sometimes I just want someone to cuddle with after a long day of hanging out. I have a easy time talking to girls I"m not interested in lately or who have boyfriends and made some female friends but that's it. Also there is one other that kept on staring at me in my lecture class but I was having a bad depressive episode and was teary eyed more then usual and I think she noticed. i don't really think I need a girl I just want one . I want to be happy with myself first