so, I physically survived the appointment. Well, kinda. I'm still in physical pain from the exam that was done yesterday....... emotionally, I'm a wreck, too. I ended up cutting yesterday due to the emotional pain. I felt like the doctor didn't listen to me or my wishes. It was awful. The ONLY good thing that came from the appointment was the knowledge that I don't have to go through the exam or see this doctor for another three years.
Toes