I just got out of the hospital for attacking my guidance counsellor at school.I had been off of my meds for weeks.I just got out a few days ago,but,already im feeling depressed again,ive been cutting again,and i just feel worthless,like all I want to do is lay down on my bed and die.As soon as I got home the other day,I locked myself in my room and cried.I didnt come out till this morning.It seems like all I want to do is lock myself in my room and cry.I can't eat,I can't get enough sleep.I can't talk to my mom because my mom and dad are having enough problems of their own with them in the process of a divorce and I dont want to add to their problems.I just don't know what to do anymore.I don't even know if when I go back to school on January 3rd if they'll lety me talk to my school counsellor anymore because of what I did.I'm just so confused and I don't know what to do.