The last few days for me have not been very kind emotionally. Things have been going crazy at my job. Yesterday was a real winner as two printers/copiers at the place broke down and I could not do anything to fix them. The copiers are my responsibility to keep up and maintain. I love doing it, but it's hard when they break down and I can't fix them. Also, my job is to store the cartridges for the copiers. I ran out of having cartridges because a co worker had to do a big print job suddenly. I didn't have enough toner cartridges for her. I didn't see that coming and neither did she.

Also, last night, the only friend I have and I got into a disagreement. I gave him a little critique about himself and he didn't like it at all. But he gives me criticisms all of the time. Everything from about how I am as a person to how my place is set up. You name it and he criticizes it. But yet he can't take criticisms for himself.

And tonight I went to the pool area. It started off nicely as I had it to myself. But a few minutes later a couple that was not very nice came in. That seems to happen a lot at where I live. I don't know why in my right mind that I don't try to make my way out of the place.